GRRRL POWER | long hair don't care

Call it an experiment. Call it 'I'm-sick-of-society's-demands-on-body-image' mixed with 'wanna-try-out-something-new' and 'shaving-everyday-sucks'.

It's actually a complete opposite of what I do usually - I really enjoy the feeling of the smooth, freshly shaven skin and I even shave my arms just to make all the tats look nicer. But I just wanted to test how it feels, I guess, to find out whether I'm not missing out on anything. I was really surprised by the positive reaction and support by my friends and family who knew about this fun little project of mine. Unfortunately, I have to admit it didn't last long - one simply cannot just stop shaving and let it all grow out, all the hair needs to be completely removed before 'cause otherwise it scratches, itches and burns as fuck. Good to know for the next time.

BUT - I didn't stop because it would be disgusting. I didn't stop because I would be sweating more. I didn't stop because my armpits would suddenly be smelly. That's all bullshit.

So, dear girls and ladies, don't be afraid to go hairy. And fuck everyone who says otherwise.

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PURE BULLSHIT | a richer victory

A Richer Victory by John Tottenham, edit by me              

Yet again, I am surprised how much I can relate to John Tottenham's poetry. 
He's the master of bitterness and negative thinking. 
He's sort of my soulmate.

I turned his latest poem into a picture and saved it as 'my life.jpeg'.


THE SKULL | going mad

I am being very productive.
I wrote my internship report in 3 days basically, 2 weeks before the deadline.
I sleep too little (weekdays) or too much (weekends).
I am not getting drunk or going out (almost) at all.
I miss my family and friends a lot.
I spend so much time at school because of the wifi that one of the teachers asked me if I didn't have any home.
I am extremely broke, like never before, and I am not getting any Erasmus funding so far.
I feel like I am not getting enough education. (I had one lesson last week, no wonder)
I am being overly ambitious.

And all that makes me go slightly crazy, as you can see on the picture above.

/// just a little disclaimer - yes, it's all really exhausting, tough and mind-wrecking, but no, I'm not having a bad time. at least not right now. ///